Its Friday Again

I havent been posting anything at all. My life is so messed up, so I never have anything postive to say. I cant believe another week is gone. Time goes so fast living in the city. I still have so much Christmas shopping to do. Im gonna do some after work before I go home, because I know if I go home first I wont want to go back out into the cold. We actually had a snow storm last night. The power went out in the apartment twice.

I dont have any plans really for the weekend, probably drink to my sorrow. Troy and I dont hardly even speak to each other anymore. Hey its better the arguing all the time. I told him that after Christmas Im going to get my own apartment. Where I am now is just not the right situation for me, and I think we need the time apart. Im tired of cleaning, ive given up on it, and then coming home and the place is a big mess again. I mean its hard enough living with one guy, let alone 3. I dont want to cook anymore. Ive been living on soup and sandwichs. Although last night, two of my roomate did make a nice meal for everyone, that surprised me.

I guess we'll see what happens after I move out but I really feel its something I have to do for myself.